Why haven’t I made it?...Or have I ?
Lately I have been having this woe is me attitude. And you know what, I am going to say that is okay.
My monthly cycle was way off this month and I honestly thought I was pregnant. My hormones were all jacked up and so was my mental and physical health, because of it. I have also been coming off of anti-depression meds. So my body is going through a lot.
But today as I was fixing the stain on my racks, my husband and I made. My husband came out and asked me if I was okay. I told him that I was frustrated. And he said he was sorry he created extra work for me, he is the one who stained the racks incorrectly haha. I let him know it is okay, he did not do it on purpose. But then he told me I looked sad. I let him know that I was, that I am putting in a lot of work, but I know it will pay off soon. He then said I love you and went to bed.
When he went back inside, I thought when is it going to be my turn to "make it" in my business and in this world? I was listening to a "Gold Digger" Podcast by Jenna Kutcher, and I was really taking in the episode.
It was then when God started speaking to me....
Olivia, you have made it! I have given you everything you begged and pleaded for..
A job you can do from home
More Time with your kids
More Time with your husband
Helping your husband follow his dreams
A home you own
Extended Family that loves you
I HAVE MADE IT, I DON'T NEED TO KEEP ASKING WHEN. BECAUSE I HAVE. BY THE GLORY OF GOD!